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Well… yes. Yes it has.
It has been… a hell of a semester, and I do not use that term AT ALL lightly. I was not entirely sure I was going to make it out of April alive. But now it's May, and I'm still standing, in some semblance of physical and mental health. And now I'm going to write about it a little, because this is a journal after all.
After the GREATEST SUMMER EVER, which largely reignited my desire for theatrical pursuits, refreshed my soul, and gave me some ridiculous stories to tell, I more or less had decided I was going to audition for Rent at one of the local theaters in the fall. This was a big decision, because I was also directing my animation cohort's short film at school, and I knew a) this was going to be a huge time commitment on both ends and b) I had a lot of … personnel issues to deal with on the animation front. But I said, No, I can deal with it. I can make it work. And I convinced myself that for my physical and mental health, I needed something to keep me from staying in the lab at all hours. Because that's the kind of person I am.
So at the end of November, I was cast in Rent. Rehearsals started in December. We sold out our initial run before opening and extended twice. I gave five months of my life to that production, and I absolutely would do it again. But it also meant I didn't have as much time for animation. Oh sure, I got MY work done… I just didn't have time to pick up the slack for other members of my team. I guess it was in March, I was checking our production folder, looking at the amount of finished work turned in, and I thought, "Oh good, they're sort of keeping up with me…" and then I stopped and thought, "I haven't had a free evening in three months. They shouldn't just be keeping up. They should be putting me to shame." I also had one animator who stopped coming to class in March, so that didn't exactly help. It took me a long time and some long talks with my teachers, my long-suffering artistic director, and my mentor to stop feeling guilty about not having the time to do other people's work for them, to stop feeling like I had completely failed when it became clear we weren't going to finish. I haven't killed off those feelings entirely, but I'm basically at peace with the choices I made. Including this last one…
Rent closed at the end of April, just as my health was finally giving out. Just finished my antibiotics a couple days ago… still not totally recovered. Nevertheless, when asked to be a part of the production team for Venus in Fur, (which opened last Friday) I willingly accepted. I was originally just supposed to run sound, but I got involved in the rehearsals and sort of morphed into a stage manager. The two actors involved and the director are some of my favorite people on the planet, and every night I've spent with them has been an enjoyable one. Great show with great people… it honestly doesn't get much better than that. We've got one more weekend to go, and I can't think of a better way to end this bloody semester. Wednesday is demo night (which I would happily skip), Thursday is my last final, and then BAM. I shall go to the pick-up rehearsal that night a free woman.
So yeah, obviously, have not had a lot of time for personal art, art blobs, or anything else really that didn't involve trying to get more sleep. Hoping to get back on that eventually.
Hope you're all doing well--
It has been… a hell of a semester, and I do not use that term AT ALL lightly. I was not entirely sure I was going to make it out of April alive. But now it's May, and I'm still standing, in some semblance of physical and mental health. And now I'm going to write about it a little, because this is a journal after all.
After the GREATEST SUMMER EVER, which largely reignited my desire for theatrical pursuits, refreshed my soul, and gave me some ridiculous stories to tell, I more or less had decided I was going to audition for Rent at one of the local theaters in the fall. This was a big decision, because I was also directing my animation cohort's short film at school, and I knew a) this was going to be a huge time commitment on both ends and b) I had a lot of … personnel issues to deal with on the animation front. But I said, No, I can deal with it. I can make it work. And I convinced myself that for my physical and mental health, I needed something to keep me from staying in the lab at all hours. Because that's the kind of person I am.
So at the end of November, I was cast in Rent. Rehearsals started in December. We sold out our initial run before opening and extended twice. I gave five months of my life to that production, and I absolutely would do it again. But it also meant I didn't have as much time for animation. Oh sure, I got MY work done… I just didn't have time to pick up the slack for other members of my team. I guess it was in March, I was checking our production folder, looking at the amount of finished work turned in, and I thought, "Oh good, they're sort of keeping up with me…" and then I stopped and thought, "I haven't had a free evening in three months. They shouldn't just be keeping up. They should be putting me to shame." I also had one animator who stopped coming to class in March, so that didn't exactly help. It took me a long time and some long talks with my teachers, my long-suffering artistic director, and my mentor to stop feeling guilty about not having the time to do other people's work for them, to stop feeling like I had completely failed when it became clear we weren't going to finish. I haven't killed off those feelings entirely, but I'm basically at peace with the choices I made. Including this last one…
Rent closed at the end of April, just as my health was finally giving out. Just finished my antibiotics a couple days ago… still not totally recovered. Nevertheless, when asked to be a part of the production team for Venus in Fur, (which opened last Friday) I willingly accepted. I was originally just supposed to run sound, but I got involved in the rehearsals and sort of morphed into a stage manager. The two actors involved and the director are some of my favorite people on the planet, and every night I've spent with them has been an enjoyable one. Great show with great people… it honestly doesn't get much better than that. We've got one more weekend to go, and I can't think of a better way to end this bloody semester. Wednesday is demo night (which I would happily skip), Thursday is my last final, and then BAM. I shall go to the pick-up rehearsal that night a free woman.
So yeah, obviously, have not had a lot of time for personal art, art blobs, or anything else really that didn't involve trying to get more sleep. Hoping to get back on that eventually.
Hope you're all doing well--
The Ultimate OoT Journal post
For New Years, Contraltissimo (https://www.deviantart.com/contraltissimo) was kind enough to feature some of my art… as well as that of a whole ton of other amazing artists in one hell of an OoT master post. If you feel like reliving the story of Ocarina of Time through an impressive series of artists' impressions, do give this click: http://contraltissimo.deviantart.com/journal/A-Legend-For-All-Time-423807861
Happy New Year, by the way. I can't honestly remember the last time I was excited about a new year… but I'm excited about this one. 2013 was quite good for me, and I feel like I'm looking towards a bright horizon.
Wishing you all well.
Been away for a while...
Turned into a far busier summer than I fancy I've ever had, but also an extremely satisfying one. Then suddenly it was school, and this is our cohort's year to make our short film, of which I have been appointed director, so... responsibility and stuff. And I'm still under contract for that guy mentioned in the last journal, so not a lot of time for the personal arts. And my new scanner is dumb, or rather I can't figure out how to get the same results I had with the last scanner... which were better... mleh. Le frustrate. (Also they replaced the scanner at school with one of these all-in-one print-scan things and the quality is absolute
Updaaaate.. Hello, July.
I have been so busy.
After an extremely uneventful, languid sort of May, I was swept up in the wild, maddening embrace of June. And it was wonderful. It also led to a lot of sleep deprivation, of which I finally received a reprieve from thanks to my nation's birthday. Happy Fourth of July indeed.
My June was not terribly productive on the artistic front, at least where pencil and paper are concerned, but it was somewhat of a quietly triumphant return to theatre. I became involved in the whirlwind process of mounting "Heaven Forbid," a play adapted from one of the many British television shows with a place in my heart, "Waiting for God."
On the off chance...
...that any of y'all are in Honolulu this weekend and are going to Kawaii Kon... please do stop by and buy things from me. Table 16, under "Papercut Studios."
That is all.
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How wonderful to hear from you! And Venus in Fur sounds amazing, I hope that project turned out well. <3